The biggest loss in my life was my best friend Pam. I named my daughter after you. I have never missed any one so much in my life as I have missed you Pam. Larry did not like me.He let me know that. I called you like you and I always did late at night, he answered and told me not to call again at night you did not want me to.. I did not tell you , because I knew you would not believe me. You probably don’t now. Why I stopped calling. You meant every thing to me. I know you will not believe me , but it is true. I never disrespected Tonya . She told me she would do this. My daughter heard the whole conversation. Never or disrespected our relationship to her, i swear on my everything. You are the biggest loss of my life, be sides my parents. I still feel connected to you, and your mom and Rocky . I can not let you know how I have missed you in my life. I hope you get this. My love for you will always be there. I am so truly sorry for what ever I did to have you delete me out of your life, I truly am . I heard Larry passed. I am so sorry for your loss and hope you had a lot of support. I only wish I could have been there for you. I just wanted you to know , I have suffered greatly because of you absence in my life. I so wanted you in my children’s life. They would have loved you so much. And my daughter I named after you , is the most wonderful loving smart beautiful loving caring person that you would be so proud of. She has many times asked me about you. Your absence was greatly missed and understood. I am more then deeply sorry for whatever I did to you. I have suffered greatly because of it. I know I will connect to you in our next life.
I love you and always will.
Suzanne
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